Thoughts. Thoughts. Memories.

Feelings.

I can’t. I can’t anymore. Can’t stop it from coming back.

the emptiness.

It makes me wonder.

what the point was.

Only guilt.

that I wasn’t strong enough.

wasn’t brave enough.

Couldn’t. Couldn’t.

find a way to stay.

Only guilt.

that you tried so hard to save me.

that you will think you failed.

that you will think you weren’t enough.

But in the end,

I am the one who was not enough.

the one who failed you.